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Name: Julia Gender: Female
Interests: Led Zeppelin, Jimi Hendrix, Coldplay, the Deftones, Gorillaz, the Mars Volta, the Flaming Lips, Yo La Tengo, the Red Hot Chili Peppers, War, the Pixies, Animal Collective, King Crimson, the Killers, the B52's, Beck, Radiohead, Sublime, At the Drive In, Art Brut, Al Green, the Dirty Dozen, Reservoir Dogs, Pulp Fiction, Snatch, American History X, Fight Club, Kill Bill :: v1, Oceans 11, Crash, Das Boot, the Longest Yard, ATHF, Chris Farley, Chapelle's Show, Family Guy, Scarface, Will Ferrall, Michael Ian Black, Stella, etcetca. Expertise: UPSILON!!! Occupation: Student
Message: message me AIM: hooliamendendez AIM: killtherockLJU
Member Since:
6/1/2005
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| suppose i should update here, despite DRASTIC lack of comments.
my life for the past like month in a nutshell, in no particular order:
*fell in love *failed two classes *found out i was moving *got asked out by like a million boys and turned them all down, for some reason or another *fell in love *fell in love *FELL IN LOVE LOVE LOVEEE. *saw maria (: *went to maryland *fell in LOVE!
yeah, thats about it. im the happiest girl in the worldddd.
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| I can't think of more than one person I don't absolutely hate right now. No commments with shitty, sappy 'even me???'s in them, kthx. Yes, even you. Especially you. | | |
| I really really dont understand the internet anymore.
Life is so much more interesting.
........................hahaha.
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complete copy+paste from my lj::
the internet is boring.
really lame.
sam od'd the other night.
i got FUCKING RIPPED OFF BY CHRIST. i kirked the fuck out. i was aaaaall "Christ, wtf kind of name is that, youre not a fucking god, youre just a bitch"
lawl
bought the fall of troy cd, death from above 1979 cd, and a cherry coke today. (:
think im in looooove with tyler. he's so sweet, and i dunno, the little cutie..............hahaha.
uhm. love. love is so funny. when i say im in love with tyler. im not. i just think hes so adorable. i dont think it'll be going anywhere. ever ever ever. i dont really believe in love anymore. im a chaaaaanged woman.
i dont want to be bothered with people anymore. or like. ever. i just want them to all entertainment or fuck....the fuck off...xD i dunno. wastes of time, all of them. im too damn busy with my own laziness to give a fuck.
i had a dream awhile back that i on some sort of heavy pain killer or something...maybe vicoden...the kind where you dont think or feel or anything....and i know it was just a dream and this might sound kind of crazy....but still....ever since then, ive felt that exact way. the way i always wanted to feel when i was hurt or lost. like. lack of emotion. like none of this is real.
i guess with that dream....the rest of my life turned in to a dream....maybe im not even really alive and this is all some made up fantasy of mine. a dream. a nightmare. i dont know. like. WHAT IF. i was never ever born? how would things be different? i dont knoooow. im not even really thinking about this. i had no intention of even typing any of this. its just flying from my fingers 100 miles a minute and it all makes sense without making sense and im not really here, no im not really here....
my life is a permanent injection of heroin. | | |
| why does he always have to fuck things up right when everything is going smooth? | | |
| what the hell. my dad is such a dork.
so like. jenna gives me this lighter to hold on to over the weekend, nothing big, and its just chillin there in my purse. and my dad finds it. and auto-assumes I'm on all sorts of crazy drugs and now he's all gung-ho on drug testing me or something.
I can honestly say I have never laughed at something so serious so much.
::edit:: new musics! new layout! the faggotry escalates!! | | |
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